[FAKE PEOPLE]

“To believe in something that is not true is wrong, but to have faith is to find something to believe on…”

 

They say how come you will believe in things if is not really true? Mostly in making friends we are afraid to get close with someone we just met in net so our tendency is not to give all our trust. To give trust actually is easy; to earn it is what makes it hard. Sometimes we are scared to meet fake people around even not only in net but in real life. Simply because we are afraid to be fooled, as we go in our daily lives, we cannot avoid no to meet fake people, in this world it has many. In my own opinion, it’s ok with me to meet fake people you know why? Because once I met someone that is fake, I can see how loser they are and instead to feel angry to them, I get more pity on them. Maybe because this fake people we meet along the way, are those people who have a low life. They make up stories, pretend to be someone else they are not because they cannot find contentment in their lives. Sometimes, I feel I want to give them comfort rather than to hate them. In my own opinion, they need understanding, attention and love they want which they can never have. This is one of the reasons why we just let some people to fake us because our heart always understands. I didn’t say I am the real Micky Yoochun you know on stage but I show to people who and what really I am. We have our own faith in belief, if some people hated me and think I am fake, I will still thankful to them for giving me reason not to hide and show my real self. I even say that I don’t want to be treated as VIP so I talk casually, when I am talking to people, I feel free, and let them say anything they want to say to me. I don’t even care of what they think about me as long they are not doing anything wrong. I have short temper, I can get pissed off easily but I never get pissed off without any reason. I will never lose my faith, no matter what you say or do, I will never change the way I am and those fake people I will meet along the way, I will welcome them with all my heart and show them the real meaning of life from there it makes them realized their mistake so they can make it right…

[TIME OUT!] RE-POST IT!

what the hell??? i don't know why the other post of my entries about this matter is on dated May 9, i dont know what went wrong it falls on that day...so i have to repost it...

I should get a time out first! This is very quick! I receive many rude message on my livejournal questioning my entries here, I’m so tired but I have to clear things here, maybe I didn’t explain very well to you about the business I’ve been talking about…I still have hang over last night for the concert so this is only quickly! I don’t know why I have to do this!

 

Most of you know that we have business, the ice cream shop that I set it up for my mother as my gift to her for mother’s day. I already mention about opening an ice cream shop for my mom. My brother yoohwan said I am a cautious son to give expensive presents, he just laughs at me. Well that is me, I am a big money spender I admit but as long I make my love ones happy, that is all matters to me, and beside my money is not going out of nowhere so I spend money not for the benefit of nothing. Supposed to be the shop will open on May 2, but due to some matters that the shop was not fully fixed and many cleanings to do, my mom decided to adjust the date and so the shop was officially opened May 9. We wanted to be getting ready when it is open. All the decision is up to her now since she will be the one manage it and of course I will help her with all my might. Yoohwan still young but he is willing to help, I appreciate that but Yoohwan likes ice cream so bad! Probably he will like more to eat ice cream rather than to help, funny! But my brother is a responsible person, I ask him to help mom while I am away, I can see he is doing his best. Since our shop is open now, I wish it will become a blockbuster like our concerts we had. We are hoping and praying for the success of our business, it’s for the better future…Keep supporting us, we will be thankful to all of you as long as we live… hmmm I wonder if Changmin will come by and eat our ice cream…You never know? Let’s wait and see, knowing how he loves food, he can never resist it…

 

“Changmin! When you come by, don’t forget to pay! No more discounts, ice cream are not for free, if you want to get something free? TAKE ME!”!

[RUDE COMMENTS]

The secret code concert in Saitama has finally over but the pressure on me still running into my head. It’s getting my nerve! I don’t know what this person wants from me, she has been messing around my blogs, disrespect my writings, what are you saying it’s really too much. I read all your comments and I decided to post it here for you to realize how impolite you are to say words like that when you don’t even know who really I am. Did I say you have to believe me? Did I force you to believe me? What’s wrong with you? Are you a wobbly person trying to get my attention or you just wanted to play on me? I don’t know what your reason behind you rudeness but if you think I am fake is that what you believe, simply get out of my way…if that’s hard to do? 

[PART OF MY LIFE]

Poem for my group…I love you guys! 

6 years has passed…

I was just a boy who dream high

Wishing in a star above the sky

I travel so far to find my luck

To fulfill my dreams and be on the top

Along the way, I met them.

4 different people from different places

That time I didn’t know what’s in their mind

Do they have the same dream just like mine?

I got to know them when we started to be together

We become as a group and get to know each other

As the day goes by, I began to like them

I discover how they shine in their own way

There was Changmin, very young and adorable

He eats a lot even the left over food

He loves to make fun of the others

He even talks when he asleep

Play like a kid and admires Harry Potter

The other one is Jaejoong, has a girl face

Very sweet like a lady, can cook and clean

His smile makes girl’s fall for him

Like to tease and play dorky

Next is Junsu, who loves to sing in a shower

He believe his charisma is his asset

He is addicted to play video games

His favorite sports was soccer

And here is Yunho, like to rap and dance

He is good even in break dance

He sleeps with his mouth wide open

He even snoring likes a hog

They are a people I got to know

I love them it’s all I know

They are one my riches I always keep

Their promise I always keep

Forever and the day I will treasure them

In my heart they are always there

I’m thankful to find them in my life

And they will always be part of my life…

the picture below is from: 

http://www.posaruxya.com/

http://sharingyoochun.wordpress.com/page/2/

credits froms them, thank you

[ME AND YOU]

I love the feeling when it’s raining

I like dancing in the rain and singing

My heart is filled with love

I feel so much joy and love

I love having moment with you

Under the rain just me and you

So romantic to spend my day with you

Holding hands, just me and you

I like playing with the rain with you

Laughing together just me and you

It feels good to have you

Loving each other, just me and you

You make me happy, just only you

We have our own world, just me and you

Let’s take each others hand

Let’s walk holding hands

Let’s have fun and I take you

And enjoy this moment, just me and you

[FOREVER]

You are my heart and soul

The music behind my soul

You are the love in my heart

The light inside my heart

I stand out because of you

I shine because of you

Words are not enough to show

All the love I have to show

But in my heart I know

I love you and you have to know

I will always be there for you

No matter what, I will love you

I will never let go someone like you

Is worth living for to have you

I can’t ask for more than your love

I become strong because of your love

Your love is all that matters to me

And I will give all of me

This is a promise I will keep

Our love in my heart I will keep

Just believe in our love, it will grow

It will last and continue to glow

My love will be yours forever

And I will not leave you ever…

[S H E]

Once in my life, I had a girl I love

She’s the one I truly love

She’s the one set my heart on fire

Giving all the things I desire

She is everything I have in my life

She’s the one I need in my life

Her love was every thing to me

Giving her love and loving me

She surrenders her soul to me

She’s always there for me

She was there wiping my tears

Taking away all my fears

I miss the love we share

All the things we have share

She was gone so fast

And her life never last

Now what I have is her memory

All her past was a history

She will never come back to me

Her life taken from me

All I can do is to look at the sky

Whisper words of love upon the sky

Say a little prayer for her

And she will always remember…

[I LOVE YOU AND IT’S TRUE]

I don’t know what you have to make me love you; I just find my heart falling for you. I thought I will never feel this for you, but here I am falling for you. What did you do to my heart to make me love you this way? Are you some kind of magic that you put some spell on me? Or it was my heart will to love you this much. This feeling I can’t let go, I’m falling deeper and deeper. No matter what I do, my heart beats for you, I don’t care whether it’s magic or not, whether you care or not, I love you and it’s true, I will never stop loving you…

[MY LOVE WILL ALWAYS BE WITH YOU]

Take my hand and be with me

Everywhere I go, I take you with me

I promise we will never be apart

I will never break your heart

Stay with me forever

I will be with you forever

I will never leave you alone

As long I am here, you will never be alone

If you get lost, I will be with you

I will hold you and stay beside you

No matter what, I’m just here for you

I will stand by you for always

I will love you for always

Through hard times I will fight for you

Cause my love will always be with you…

[PLEASE COMEBACK]

I’m sorry if I don’t want to fall for you

I’m afraid you might not catch me if I fall for you

So I stop my heart not to love you

And ignore the feelings I feel for you

I thought I can’t go on without you

That I will be alright if I didn’t love you

I thought it will be easy not to love you

But I was wrong because I still love you

I was such a fool for letting you go

I’m scared so I have to let go

I never thought I can love you this way

The love I feel never goes away

Now I know that I was wrong

Because the feeling was strong

Now all I want is to have you back

I will do my best just to get you back

I realized my mistake and I want you back

I love you so please come back…

[YOU ARE EVERYTHING TO ME]

If only you were here

I will say the words for you to hear

Whisper words of love to you my dear

Kiss your lips and be near

All I need is you

My heart beating for you

In my life there is only you

And I always love you

I always think of you every day

I want to be with you every single day

No matter how long the distance is

You will be my only love remember this

Everywhere I go, I will take you

In my heart I will keep you

The love we feel will make us one

You will be my only one

I will be your star gives you light

I will love you for the rest of my life

I’m willing to wait just for you

I never lose hope in loving you

Someday you and I will find a way

We will share our love, it will not fade away

We will be one like we always dream

We will make it come true our entire dream

You and I were right, I believe in our love

Don’t let go and hold to our love

Trust my love and believe me

You are every thing to me

Even I’m not with you at this time

It’s you I will love for all time…

[DO I NEED TO SAY SOMETHING?]

I shouldn’t write something like this but reading something from people out of nowhere makes me laugh. I’m not asking your opinion but I didn’t say you don’t have right to say your opinion, everybody has a right to say they want to say as long you know your limits but this is my journal, I think I need my writings to be respected and besides I never ask you people to discuss whether “I am fake or not?”. I’m not mad but somehow I get irritated because why it has a big deal to you about opening my shop? It doesn’t make your life miserable, why you seem so affected saying that this thing will not stop as long I am faking Micky Yoochun. I was laughing when I read that, why I have to fake myself? People that I am talking here I consider them as friends, not fans, and I don’t act as celebrity with them. Don’t think that I convince them to believe in me, I never ask them to believe me or force them to believe me. Right from the start when I made a blogs back in my live journal, I can’t remember I right something to discuss whether I am fake or not, and asking people what they think of it blah…blah…Now that I made blogspot to lessen those rude comments, but I think I was wrong because you follow me here. I don’t know if you are stalker or what, you keep on following me wherever I go and mess up everything. This is what I will say to you, if you don’t believe in me and in my writings, simply get out of my way, don’t read my blogs, don’t you think you are the one who is fake when you read my blogs and you doesn’t believe at all? You’re just fooling yourself and I’m not the one fooling you. Now you are asking me to prove to you I am the real one? Why I have to do that when you’re not brave enough to show me who really you are and keep on hiding as anonymous, it only show how scare you are to show yourself to me when you know I can explode and get pissed off with you! It’s better to say, show me who you are and I will show you what I am…come to think of it…

 

For Your Information Come To Read This One, this is from a fan site I often visit when I am free and this site was one of my favorite because they are very good and I like many stuff there, I’m not promoting the site don’t think I am, I just want you to read what is written there for you to understand and stop arguing with my friends here…http://sharingyoochun.wordpress.com/page/2/

 

[UNTIL THE DAY YOU SAY I DO]

Why you can’t understand me?

What I must do to make you believe in me?

All I want is just understanding from you

It’s not too much to ask from you

Do I have to beg you for you to love me?

Do I have to cry for you to need me?

I already do my best for you

I gave everything only for you

You never appreciate the entire thing I do

You keep on hurting me that’s what you do

I’m losing my mind with the pain inside

Tears in my eyes I cannot hide

You make me cry every time

You hurt my heart all the time

All I want is for you to accept me

To trust my love and believe me

To love you is what I want to do

To you there’s nothing I wouldn’t do

All I want is to have your love

To be mine and be your love

I don’t want to cry anymore

I only want to love you more

I will wait for the time to come

My chance soon it will come

I will never lose hope in loving you

I still believe in loving you

I will wait for you to love me too

Until the day you say I do…

[YOU ARE A LOSER]

I am sick of your promises

You give me broken promises

You never make me happy

You make me feel like empty

All you can give is pain

Making my life in vain

You hurt my heart so much

That’s why I hate you so much

How could you hurt me?

When I give the best of me

You said my love is not true

The entire thing I say is not true

You thought I lie to you

That I never be true to you

How you will say that to me

When you know I give all of me

I give my all to you

But all I can get is pain from you

You never hear me blaming you

Even I feel shame on you

When I’ve done something right you never see it

But when I am wrong you always see it

You always see my mistake

And all you can do is to take

I suffer from your unselfish love

Until I surrender and lose my love

You cannot blame me if I go away

It’s you who make me walk away

Now I don’t love you any longer

Your selfishness I can’t take it any longer

If ever I will fall in love again

I will never let my heart to be fooled again

Goodbye to you, I can’t no longer stay

You are a loser that’s all I can say

[LOVE WILL FIND A WAY]

You keep dreaming of me at night

Wishing I will be the one you hold it tight

All you can do is to make a wish in a falling star

That someday you will be my lucky star

Your heart full of hopes and dreams

It’s me you always see in your dreams

You keep on wishing for my love

That someday I will give to you my love

Far away, you looking at me

You always stare at me

You almost collapse when I pass your way

Your heart melts when I look in your way

I give you a smile that you can’t forget

A moment that you will never forget

I know you are in love with me

In your eyes I see the reflection of me

I can tell you are in love

And I feel it’s me you love

I walk away from you

Trying not to look at you

I’m afraid that If give you a second look

My heart will fall and I will be hook

I am not ready to love you this time

I have to wait for the right time

Someday when I am no longer a star

I will love you and you will be my star

For now I have to keep the love in my heart

When the right time comes, I give you my heart

We have to hold what we feel inside

If we are meant to be, I will never hide

I will love you when the time is right

I will make every thing so right

Have faith in your heart and believe

Love will find a way and you have to believe…

[BETTER TO BE WHO I AM]

You point your fingers to me

Blaming all the things to me

To you I never done something right

You always want to be right

You never try to listen to me

When I speak your ears is close for me

Every word I say is nothing to you

Everything I do is wrong for you

You never know how much you hurt me

All I want is to make you proud of me

I did my best just for you

Even it’s hard to be like you

You want me to be what you are

And be like the way you are

I don’t want to pretend to be you

I don’t want to be like you

I have my own identity to show

What is real is what I will show

You cannot command me what to do

I know myself more than you do

This is me and I love who I am

It’s better to be who I am

I will be just the way I am

Rather to be not who I am

[YOU HAVE NOTHING GOOD TO SAY]

I still can’t understand why some people take it as negative when they found out their idols or celebrity engage on this thing. Don’t you think it is more grateful to be happy when you see your idol getting connected with this thing rather to insult them? Don’t you think it is much better for your idol to be in the net to keep in touch with their fans, at least they doing something to reach their fans though net right? This is actually in my own opinion, I don’t know to others. They always see bad things to me when I am here talking to people and writing my blogs. I’m not forcing anyone here to treat me as VIP or celebrity; I’m being casual to them when I talk. I never say either to you to like me and believe in every words I say, I was here to share and show appreciation to people. I understand your reasons why you’re accusing me fake or any celebrity engage in this thing but tell me, did God tell you we don’t we have right to use the net because we are celebrity? It was written in the bible or what? Or maybe you think it is in the law. I’m getting pissed off with none sense words some people are saying. You don’t have something good to say and you think saying I AM FAKE is a good thing to say. Once again, I am expressing my opinion regarding on this matter, if I am fake to you then you are more fake to me either… 

[I CANNOT HAVE YOU]

From the time I fall for you

My heart never stops loving you

In my dreams you are there

I see your face every where

Your smile makes my heart weak

When you’re near I couldn’t speak

I become numb when I’m with you

I can’t find the right words to say to you

I don’t know how to tell you

All the love I feel for you

When you’re around I can’t talk

When you’re beside me I can’t even walk

What power you have to make me feel this way

Your magic makes me fall all the way

I can’t tell you how I feel for you

I know it is wrong to love you

You never feel the same way I feel

Because I know what you really feel

No matter what I do, I cannot have you

You cannot love me the way I love you

I know you cannot love me

Your heart belong not to me

Your love is all I need 

But I’m not the one you need

It’s sad to know the reality

You can never be mine for eternity

My heart keeps beating for you

I have to keep my love and hide for you

I don’t know if I will have a chance

That you and I will have romance

How fool I am to hope for you

When I know cannot have you

One day when my heart gets weary

I will see the truth clearly

The truth will set my heart free

Then I will be finally free

Soon I will find my happiness

I will say goodbye to loneliness

I can no longer love you

And I will let go of you

I will no longer waiting for you

The truth, I cannot have you…

[THE BEST IS YOU]

Dedicated to all mother in the world especially to my mom…I love you mom! Happy mothers day!!!!

You become my voice when I couldn’t speak

You take all my worries and ease the pain

When I cry, you are there wiping my tears

You are the best I ever have in my life

You lift me up when I am down

You show me what love really is

You thought me to be strong in special way

Fight for what I truly believe and never give up

I am thankful to have you in my life

I will be forever thankful to you all my life

You guide me and show me the right way

I never get lost because of your love

You are there giving your best

You love me with all your heart

When trouble comes my way

You are there to give shelter

You never let me to get hurt

You save my life in misery

Through sorrow and happiness

You never leave me alone and stay

Because of you I grow a better man

You’re the one who give me life

You are the reason why I reach the top

You thought me to fly and touch the sky

You will be a wonderful person I will never forget

Wherever I go you will be remember

Because in this world, the best is YOU!

i dont know where to credit this picture so i guess i have to credit all the fan site especially my favorite one...you know what is that fan site right? Love you alll

[ONE DAY WITH YOU]

All I want it to have one day with you

To be free as a bird and be with you

I know we are miles apart

But our heart never be apart

You and I were meant to be together

We are two people with same feather

I never thought I can love you this much

Now my heart love you so much

All I can think about is to be with you

And to spend even one day with you

Far away, I always think of you

In my heart I always keep you

Even distance makes us away from each other

No one will stop us to love each other

As long I have you and you have me

Our love is all that matters to me

I don’t care about the distance between us

Let’s share our love just the two of us

No matter how people against to our love

Don’t let go, let’s fight for our love

Remember every words I say is true

My love for you will always be true

Just hold on to our love and don’t give up

I will be here for you and lift you up

Someday, time will come I can be with you

We will share love, just me and you

If time will give me chance to be with you

I will make one day to be forever with you