
I was in the crowded place
Living in a lonely world
My life is a roller coaster
It goes on and on…
I can’t go down but my heart fall
I can’t stop so I have to go on
I sing and dance to give happiness
But my heart filled with loneliness
They thought a star is always shine
For them I will continue to shine
They only see what I want them to see
They don’t know what inside of me
They don’t know what is in my heart
What I really feel inside my heart
It was my fate to be in this world
Or it was my choice to have this world
I have no regrets to be in this kind of life
But I still want to live a usual life
Why they can’t understand my mind
What I want to tell inside my mind
How can I change my world?
And to have my own world
Where I can be free like I always wanted
To be treated like I always wanted
To get the love I really wanted
To live a life that I really wanted
Maybe I can’t change my life
So I have to deal with this kind of my life
Soon I will no longer shine like a star
I will be just like an ordinary star
Someday I will make my new world
I can live happily in my own world
I will have the life I really wanted
Happiness and contentment I really wanted
For now, I have to go with the flow
Deal with it and let myself grow
I will find my way someday
It won’t’ be long I will be on my way
I will find a new life to live one day
And I will be in my new world someday…