Showing posts with label Yoochun Personal Feelings. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Yoochun Personal Feelings. Show all posts

Friday, July 24, 2009

에 한다 누구를 속해야


나가 넘어질 때마다, 그것이 별거에서 항상 끝나는지 왜. 나, 나는 어디에서 요구 잘못되었는가 계속해서? 때때로, 우리는 물어기 계속해서 그럼에도 불구하고 우리는 결코 어떤 응답든지 찾아내지 않는다. 여전히 이젠 그만이 아니었던지 당신이 언제 당신의 모두를 주는지 이해하는 것은 단단하다. 당신은 너무 많이를 물어 어떤 사람들을 생각하지 않는가? 또는 그들은 너무 많이를 예상하는가? 나는 나의 마음에 있는 많은 질문이 장시간에 있고 지금까지는 응답을 찾아낼 수 없다. 나는 결코 사랑에 있는 희망을 잃지 않는다 그러나 나는 부서지고 싶지 않다.얼마나 많은 시간 조차 나의 심혼 낙상된다 나가, 말했다시피 나의 심혼에는 백 시간 동안 낙상된 그것 조차 주는 너무 많은 사랑이, 나 결코 있을 것이다 변심 없 심혼은… 속해야 하는 방법을 찾아낼 것이라는 점을 나가 알고 있기 때문에 모든 질문은 저는 응답이, 당분간, 나 다만 언젠가 있을 성가심 나의 심혼이 누구를 선택하는지 사랑하게 사랑하는 것을 한다

English:

TO WHOM IT SHOULD BELONG

Why every time I fall, it always ends up in separation. I keep on asking myself, where did I go wrong? Sometimes, we keep on asking and yet we never find any answer. It’s hard to understand when you give your all still it was not enough. Don’t you think some people asking too much? Or they expect too much? I have many questions in my mind for a long time and until now I cannot find the answer. I never lose hope in loving but I don’t want to be torn apart. My heart has too much love to give even it hurt for a hundred times, as I said, even how many times my heart is hurt, I will never have a change of heart and all the questions the bothers me will have an answer someday, for now, I just let myself to love who my heart choose to love because I know a heart will find a way to whom it should belong…

나의 점을 얻었다!

안녕 모두! 약간 일 전에, 나는 나의 blogs 및 나가 새로운 입장을 그러나 불운한 배치했는 평소와 같이, 나를 오랫동안 체재하지 않았다 새롭게 했다. 시간의 부족 때문에, 나가 급하게 이었기 때문에 나는 몇몇 코멘트 여기에서 응답할 수 없다 및 메시지에, 나는 살아있는 전표에 있는 어떤 사람들 코멘트를, 늦게의 이 종류 오늘 밤 줄 조차 수 없다, 나는 아무것도 배치할 것이다 없다, 나는 여기에서 정당했다 나의 단면도를 새롭게 하고 몇몇 코멘트를 읽기 위하여 있었다. 정직하게, 나는 떨어져 소변을 봐 공세와 무례한 코멘트를 다시 받기를 위한 전에 얻었다 동안; 잘 나는 이 것이 나는 아무 선택도 다는 것을 그러나 그것을 취급하기 위하여, 나가 나가 진짜로 약간 안락을 여기에서 필요로 할 때 결코 특별하게의 아래 저를 시키지 않는 그 사람들에게 아직도 감사하다는 것을 말하게 슬플 멈추지 않을 것이라는 점을 알고 있다. 당신은 나가 우리의 연주회 투어, 바쁜 계획 및 활동 때문에 여기에서 이렇게 오랫동안 간ㄴ다는 것을 알고 있다. 나는 온라인으로 가기 위하여 저를 여기에서 기다려 어떤 사람들이 다는 것을 예상하지 않았다. 당신을 솔직하게 말하기 위하여는, 최신 나는 온라인으로 얻기에 있는 나의 에너지를 잃는 것을 시작했다, 나는 어떤 사람들에 피로하게 얻고, 유명인사가 이 것에 언제 접전하는지 무슨 사람들이 생각하는 바꿀 수 없다, 그러나 당신이 좋은 무언가를 하지 않는 경우에 저것은 수락가능하, 존중하고 나의 방법에 간단하게 나가자. 지금, 나는 한국사람 아마 사람들에 나의 진짜 각자를 하고 보여주기 위하여 나가 원하는 무슨을 나가 진짜 공원 Yoochun, 나 다만 한ㄴ다는 것을이거나 그러나 이것이 나를 증명하지 않것이라는 점을 것을 쓰기 위하여 한국어를, 알거나 이것을 말해 나가 수세이고 있다는 것을 또는 무엇지 나가 이것을 위해 어떤 통역을 사용한ㄴ다고 이것을 생각한다, 생각하지 않는다 쓴다. 나는 이것이 진짜 저… 얻었기 나의 점을이기 때문에 나가 것인 무슨과 누구를 보여줄 것인가 사람을 살게 할?

English: Hi everyone! A few days ago, I updated my blogs and as usual I posted new entries but unfortunately, I didn’t stay long. Due to lack of time, I was not able to reply to some comments here and messages, I even can’t give comments to some people in live journal since I was in a hurry, tonight, this kind of late, I have nothing to post, I was just here to update my profile and to read some comments. Honestly, I got pissed off a while ago for receiving offensive and rude comments again; well I know this thing will not stop sad to say I have no choice but to deal with it, I am still thankful to those people who never let me down specially when I really need some comfort here. You know I am gone so long here due to our concert tour, busy schedules and activities. I did not expect there are some people waiting for me here to go online. To tell you frankly, lately I started to lose my energy in getting online, I get tired of some people, and I cannot change what people think when celebrity engage on this thing, but that is acceptable, let’s respect each other and simply get out on my way if you will not do something good. Now, I write this in Korean probably people think that I use some translator for this or what, don’t think I am being defensive saying this but I write this not to prove I know Korean, or either I am the real Park Yoochun, or whatsoever, I just do what I want to do and show my real self. I will show what and who I am to people because this is the real me…Got my point?

Sunday, July 19, 2009

IT DOESN’T SPOILED MY DAY


Hello everyone! Finally, I can find time to update my blogs and post my writings. I am sorry for inconvenience; we are too busy lately since we do a concert tour. As I check my blogs, I read many greetings and wishes from you people. Reading your message touches my heart so deeply, you leave me speechless. For almost a month I was not here, I miss my writings so much. As I recall what I’ve been through back to live journal, many people has been quitting their writings and leaving. Somehow, it makes me feel bad to see people leaving but it’s their own decision and I have no right to stop them and yet I respect every decision they made. Before, I said I was going to leave the live journal but I didn’t totally leave. I still use my account to read messages and accept friends who add me in their account but I don’t post my writings there anymore for some reason but instead I move to this blog site and write many as I could. My intention as the same like what I have said way back to my live journal. I am here because I want to write, to share and to express myself in a free way. Still there are so many people thinking that my writing is bad and celebrity doesn’t have time for this. When it comes to that matter, my mouth is zip. I don’t need to explain about it anymore. If you ask me how I celebrate my birthday, as usual, I didn’t spend my birthday in Korea but they had an advance celebration with my mother. It is something I should feel glad even I am away. I miss many things and writing is one of the things I can’t easily set aside. Now, I am here writing again my journal, I am not sure if this will turn to good or bad, come what may, it doesn’t spoiled my day…

JUST GIVE YOUR ALL



I was into many relationships, I fall and get hurt and I can’t even remember how many girls I love before. They just come and go. I still can’t figure it out why relationship doesn’t work out at all in spite of all the good things we done, we give our best but it seems not enough. Through experience I learn to let go and accept pain. When it comes to loving I always do every thing that I can do, I do my best with all my might and loving a person with all I can even what I can get is lesser for what I am giving. As I said before, love is not about taking but it is about giving. Even how you look stupid you are that you have been taken for granted many times, still you want to give it all. When I am in love and I love a person, I don’t even care how much I can get for what I have done, for me, love is priceless. There is no exact amount in love but it has a lot of value. I never ask anything in return once I love a person. For me, as long I am here and breathing, as long as I am alive and kicking, I will take all the chance I got to love a person and give my all. In loving, we have to love in a balance, not too much, not too little. Then, if ever a person still walk away and leave us in spite of all the suffering you have done, it’s not your lost anymore, is their lost so just let it go…

I’M NOT A PLAYER, I’M JUST A LOVER


They think I am a player that I hurt many girls, they even think I am “playboy” that I play every woman’s heart. They don’t know the truth that my heart has been crashed for many times, it never shows because I just know how to carry it. They thought I never get hurt, I never cry. Honestly, I have a sensitive heart that I can easily cry but even I have too much burden in my heart I can still manage to smile. When I am in hurt, it never shows, no one knows because I just know how handle the pain. It’s hard to pretend when your heart is aching and you still smiling. But people are different; each one of us is unique. Maybe we have our own way on how to handle pain and whatever way is that, still we can survive…

BE MY LOVE


I said I will never fall for you so I control my heart not to love you. I thought every thing will be fine if I didn’t love you but I was wrong because each night, I think of you and I can’t get you out of my mind. I don’t want to admit that I am falling for you so I keep on denying until I realized, I was such a fool for not letting my heart love you. I can’t pretend anymore, I need to break free and show you how much you mean to me. The more I pretend, the harder I fall. Now I am ready to love you, I wish is not too late to express my love for you. I want to start a new life with you and to love you with no pretentions. When I tell you I love you, it is true, now you know what I keep inside, the love I cannot hide, stay with me and be my love…

LOVE MEANT FOR ME



You ask me what I want and what I need. There is nothing I need in my life except you my love. You give me happiness and all the joy of life can bring. You are a gift from heaven that I will always value, blessings that God has given for me to treasure forever…Let’s stay in love and love each other for always because the love we have is deeper like a sea, it cannot be broken, it will last forever…we will be together for eternity because you are my destiny, the love that is meant for me….

FOR SOMEONE I TRULY LOVE



I was lost before I found you and then you came to my life, you complete the missing pieces of my heart. You make me whole and touch my soul. I couldn’t imagine what my life would be if I didn’t know you at all. You show me the real beauty of life and make me see everything I need to see. All the things I have to know, I learn it from you. Ever since you become the part of my life, things have been different. I learn to smile even in my down moments. I learn to be strong when things go wrong and most of all, you make me stand and fight for what I truly believe. Every time I look at you, I see a woman with a pure soul, heart and inner strength within. You save my life in misery and completed me. . .

LOOKING BACK




Looking back for what I’ve been through, I realized I’ve been missing a lot. I miss a lot of people, a lot of things and even my writings. It’s been so long the last time I’m here. I know some people waiting for me; some didn’t even care at all. I’m speechless and I don’t know what to say, many things happen that I don’t know. I lose some people in my life. People keep on thinking how I am doing, if I feel alright, they are concern although they know I was just busy working that’s why I’m gone so long. They think something bad happen to me and they get worried about me but definitely I was only busy, nothing more. I’m thankful to those people keep sending their message, waiting for me and never stop supporting my writings. I can’t say that all of them believe in my writings but all I know is they are appreciated every time they drop by on my page and leave comments, is one thing that makes my day so bright. I’ve been sharing my writings for 8 months now and I can’t easily just give up this thing. I never make any promises here but I said as long I find time to write, and then I will be here and continue to share my writings. Probably, you know many things about what’s happening to us since many websites and fan sites never stop giving you update so I don’t have to tell every thing here. What else can I say? Thank you…

LOST IN TIME



Every day of my life is like a roller coaster ride. My body is like a rechargeable battery that keeps on going and going…When I’m tired, I just recharge myself. Lately, our life was too busy and our time is occupied with much work to do. I admit, sometimes I feel bored, all my life I keep on doing the same thing, waking up early, go home late, travelling, working, etc… I feel I am lost in time that I can’t even know exactly what is the time and day. I get lost; I get weak sometimes but I still I can’t pretend. I have to show what I have to show. When it comes to my emotions, I can’t deny. When I’m being me, I can’t hide. I’m losing the track of time that I can’t even follow what my heart say. I guess I have to break free and think of all the things I have done for the 23 years of my existence…I wish I can find the answer to all the questions in my mind and I can have peace of mind…

MY OWN VOW



Nothing special on this one…I just write this after the Mirotic Concert in China; I just feel bored and write it down on my note pad…I guess feeling bored makes me write more…

“I love you more than you’ll ever know and I want you to take my love wherever you go. You will always be in my heart and nothing can ever take us apart. You are my world, my life and my all. It seems you are stuck in my thoughts and in my heart. I will love you for the rest of your life and cherish every minute being with you as long we love each other, our love will hold us together…”

I LOVE THE WAY…



I love the way you make me smile, the way you make me laugh. I love the way you do silly things that gives my stomach an ache. I love the way you throw pillow on me every time we have fun together. Your hair sucks! But I love the way you carry it. The way you dress, out of fashion but I love the way you wear it. I love the way you walk, you look sexy even you are fat! I love your eyes every time it goes big with surprises, your soft lips makes me crave for a kiss. I love the way you touch me, makes me weak. I love the way you care to me, I love the way your eyes looks at me. I love the way you hit my head and give me a head ache. I love the way you punch my chest every time I make fun of you. I love your tears running on your cheeks, I love your sweet voice saying I love you even I don’t look good. I love every thing about you, I love the worst of you and most of all I love the way you make me love you sending all the chills down my spine, I’m glad that you are with me and you are MINE!!!

WORDS OF LOVE



No words can express how much you mean to me. I can’t explain how you touch my life but one thing for sure, you bring many blessings in my life, truly your love is a gift that I will treasure for the rest of my life, words are not enough to express how much I love you but every words I say its true, maybe I may not be a good person or either your ideal guy you are longing for, I can’t give everything you desire and need but one thing for sure my love is always be true. You gave me contentment in life; you make my heart whole and completed the missing pieces of me. The emptiness I have in my heart fade by the pure of your love. I don’t know how long we will be like this but as long as I have you and you have me my heart will stay in love with you and keep on loving you more for the rest of my days in this world…

Friday, May 22, 2009

=I WILL LEAVE YOU NEVER=


Tell me what do you see when you look in my eyes, can you read what’s on my mind? Do you know what I feel even I don’t say a word? It’s hard to hide what I feel when it’s getting stronger every day, this feeling inside of me controls me, I am nowhere to go. I can’t fight this feeling, burning inside of me, I can’t just walk away and forget you, and it’s not easy to do. The more I ignore you, the more I fall for you and you know this feeling I have for you is deeper than the sea, I want to love you, even how hard it is; I will leave you never….

= HELLO PEOPLE! =


Hello people!!! As usual, I’m here again writing my journal. Well, it becomes my habit once I have my free time I can’t stop myself not to write and share something to you. Just the other day, when we came back in korea, we have a great time spending our time with our love ones of course including our pets. Well, at least we get some off, I think we deserve to take some off to relax and free our mind. Thank you for keep on waiting for me here, you are so patient to wait for my next writings. Some of you are always there for me every time I am here and I’m thankful that you extend your time and effort just to spend time with me. THANK YOU PEOPLE!!! I will remember you all…I LOVE YOU

=NOTHING SPECIAL=

I make some people confused by most my entries here but as I said, there’s nothing special on my entries. I just want to share what is in my heart and mind. Probably it is true, for other people that my blogs is not special but for me is special. As you can see, there’s nothing new here, no new to post, no new things discover. It was just like an ordinary blogs, someone else blogs or lets say “no one’s” blogs but since I put all my heart in my writings, I consider this blog is amazing just like me. I’m not being arrogant but all my creation here is originally made by me so it’s one thing I should be proud of. Another thing is not easy to put investment and time writing as many as this for the sake of a person I really don’t know but who cares? I’m here to share anyway so I don’t have to think other people thinking that my blog was just nothing but a trash. My writings is never been a trash because people can learn from it and for that is all matters for me now…if you think that way then probably you will not waste your time reading my entries, you’re just fooling yourself if you will do that and it will makes you stupid…think about it….

=NO ONE ELSE BUT YOU=


I’m so really bless that I found you in my life, you’ve done many good things  for me and loving me without any doubts, you accept me for who I am, loving me for what I am…loving you makes my whole life worth living for…You love me for all that I am and I am loving you with all I can…now my dream finally come true, because of you I become whole…I love you…and if things falls apart I will love you still because this heart of mine beats only for you…I love you no one else but you…

=STAY WITH ME=


Don’t go for someone who is always telling you how perfect you are because you are not…Find someone who will tell you exactly what he thinks of you. Someone who will tell you ho irritating and impossible you can be. Someone who gives compliments at the right time….someone who will laugh at our clumsiness but still loves you for it, someone who won’t be afraid in telling you the truth because those who can be honest and loyal can stay up to the very end…

=LOVING YOU=


I will not love you for the rest of your life but I will love you for the rest of mine and that is my promise to myself I want to keep…I have no intention to break that promise…I made some broken promises before and when it comes to loving you, I always keep promises, I can't stay with you forever but I will love you for always and I promise you that…

=WORDS I WANT TO SAY=


You’re my sunshine that brighten up my days every morning, you’re my stars shinning in me at night…you’re the reason why I smile everyday because your love melting my heart…no one can make me feel the way you do and I will love you for the rest of my days…