MESSAGE FROM YOOCHUN

No words can express how thankful I am to have someone like you in my life. Whether you’re a fan, stranger, enemies or whoever you are, I’m still thankful because you make me strong and you give me reason not to give up…THANK YOU

DONG BANG SHIN KI MEMBERS WORK OF ART

I just want to share to you some work of art by the members. They made it in photo shop with their personal message…they made it some long time ago…we love learning new things…and photoshop is one of the things we learn…

WORK OF ART

Here are my own art creation, I made this one in Photoshop software, I learn Photoshop with our graphics and art staff, this is my first wallpaper in my account, I know is not really cute or attractive just like the other wallpaper you see but I’m proud of my own work so I share it with you. . .

The other one is a background wallpaper i made for the group; I made this one and put my group picture on it. Nothing especial on this wallpaper but I like the tribal symbol so I choose it to be my background. . .

DON’T LET GO

Hold my hand, just don’t let go, I want to feel your touch and your love, by the touch of your hand, I feel more secure. I feel comfort to be next to you. Just don’t let me go, embrace me, shelter me with your loving arms, I don’t want to passed the moment without feeling your heartbeat close to mine, don’t let go…I will not let go each moment I have with you…every moment I spend with you it’s a lifetime treasure…

JUST FOR YOU

Don’t stare at me like that, you make me fall. I can’t resist your charm; I can’t ignore your cuteness. You make me smile by the stare of your eyes; one look from you my heart melts…one smile from you, I fall more and more…

BE MINE!!!

I will cross a thousand mile

Just to make you mine

I will travel from time to time

For you to be mine

You can’t surrender your heart easily

But I know you can fall easily

You cannot stop your heart from falling

I know to me you are falling

You try to hide it

You try not to show it

You make me invisible in your eyes

But I see love in your eyes

You pretend you don’t love me

When the truth you can’t get enough of me

You didn’t say I love you to me

But it shows that you love me

I will never force you this time

To tell me you love me all this time

I know someday you will say

All the words I want you to say

You can never fake the feeling

When true love is what you are feeling

I’m just here waiting for you

Until you say “I love you…”

TO LOVE

“To love is to share life together to build special plans just for two to work side by side and then smile with pride as one by one, dreams all come true. To love is to help and encourage with smiles and sincere words of praise to take time to share to listen and care in tender, affectionate ways. To love is to have someone special one who you can always depend to be there through the years sharing laughter and tears as a partner, a lover, and a friend. To love is to make special memories of moments you love to recall of all the good things that sharing life brings love is the greatest of all. I’ve learned the full meaning of sharing and caring and having my dreams all come true; I’ve learned the full meaning of being in love by being and loving with you”

LOVE ME OR NOT LOVE ME

I am holding on to you

Trusting you with all my heart

I don’t know if should trust you

But I just let my heart to love you

I don’t care if I get hurt

But I wish you will not make me cry

It is wrong to believe in you?

When it is right to love you?

I loved you all of me

Even you don’t care about me

I put my trust in you

And I believe in you

I don’t care what people say

If I look stupid I don’t care

I will never let to lose you

I have faith and I believe

That you will love me

The way I love you

I feel it and I knew it

I know it will not take long

It will be soon…

I can see it in your eyes

I can feel it in your heart

So love me or not love me

It will never break me…

THIS IS ME

I’ve been in battle…

I fight left and right

They thought I was strong

I never fall down

They thought I never cry

But inside my heart I am crying

I never show it

I try to hide it

I collapse when I feel weak

They just don’t know I stumble

I never show what I feel

They don’t understand how I feel

I try to hold on and fight

They always bring me down

I’m nowhere to go

I am always wrong

They never see the right thing I do

They only see what is wrong in me

It’s hurt me deeply

But I never give up

I don’t want to fall down

I have to stand tall

Be proud of myself

You cannot make me

What you want me to be

This is me…

I am exactly what I am to be...

THE ONLY THING I MADE IT RIGHT

There are times I want to give up on you, let you go and move on with my life without you but I realized would be my fate will change if I let you go? Would it make a difference when I give up on you? It always the same thing, I fall, I get hurt, I stand and fall in love again. I keep on fighting for love; I keep on fighting for you. When it comes to you, I feel I’m in war or battle that I have to win your heart for me to be a better warrior. I just want you to know, I will never give up for something good like you and since you came in my life, you made thing right, when it comes to loving,  to love you is the only thing I made it right…

WHY?

Why I love you this way?

Why I feel this way?

You run away

You go away

Leave me behind

Leave me in pain

Leave me soaked and cold

Why my hearts still love you?

Why my heart still longing for you?

In spite of all the wrong things you do

Why I still do love you

Why I still need you?

Am I stupid to be like this?

Or I’m just a willing victim?

I want you to know

I can’t let you go

Because I love you so…

THE RINGS OF MARRIAGE

Many of us already know what the three rings of marriage are. Well, for those who don’t, these are: ENGAGEMENT RING, WEDDING RING and SUFFERING!

HERE AE MORE RINGS OF MARRIAGE!

 

BEARING

BORING

WANDERING

PHILANDERING

DOMINEERING

SQUANDERING

NAGGER-RING

CARING

SHARING

PERSEVERING

For all the couples out there, I advice you to concentrate on the last three rings!

THE SHEEP AND THE PIG

Have you ever wondered why Jesus chose the sheep and not the pig in his sermons? He could have said “I am a good shepherd and you are my pigs!” (Ouch!)

The reason why Jesus chose the sheep and not the pig because they have different traits and character.

First, the sheep is quiet animal. The pig on the other hand is loud and boisterous.

Second, the sheep is a humble animal. The pig is proud and arrogant and throws his weight around.

Third, the sheep tries to clean itself when dirty. The pig on the other hand, stays and wallows in a mud.

Are you a “sheep”?

Or would you rather be a “pig”?

LOVING YOU IN A SILENT WAY…

You don’t know my name

To you I didn’t exist

You never notice me

You don’t care to look at me

I keep on wishing for you

That someday you will be mine

I know it is impossible for you

To give your attention

To see me by your eyes

I’m dreaming of you

Longing for your love

It’s hard to feel this way

This is the only thing I can do

Ignore the pain and pretend I’m ok

I guess I don’t have a chance

To feel your love

To make you mine

I suffer but you never know

I cry but you never see

I fall down but you didn’t notice

So I have to keep this feeling

And loving you in a silent way…

LOVE LETTER

My love, this is what I feel for you…

From the day I met you,

I have a strange feeling inside my heart

I never knew at all what I feel

Until you become part of my life

And change my world in an instant

Then I realized, I was falling for you

What I feel for you is love, I knew it

I am sure it was love because I feel it by heart

From then, my heart never stops to beat

I always longing for you

I keep on missing you

I can’t wait another day to be with you

My heart filled with excitement, to be with you again

My day is complete when were together

And I feel special having you around

I don’t know how to express my love for you

So I write it here for you to know

That every word I say is true

This love I feel is only for you

Because my heart beats only for you…

LOVING YOU ALL MY LIFE

Another day has passed

Without you by my side

Another lonely night has done

Without holding you tight

Emptiness attacks me again

All I can feel is the pain

I only want to be with you

To hold you like I always dream

I only want to love you

To give my love to you

I want to share our love together

Even in a distance apart

I want to feel you

To touch you the way I wanted

I want to think of you

To dream of you

To love you

Just remember…

From a distance

I will be there for you

Loving you all of my life…

KEEP ON LOVING YOU

Every time I hear your voice

It makes my heart sing

Every time you look at me

You make me blush

You bring magic in my life

You control my heart

When I am with you

An ordinary day

Become a special day

You have your own way

To make me smile

To make me fall

No other girl like you

Can make me feel this way

Only you have the power

To control me

To read my mind

You amazed me by your love

My heart falls for you

And I will keep on loving you…

YOU ROCK MY WORLD

Since I met you, my heart is full of joy, I always have a good time when I’m with you, you make me smile in a simple way, and ordinary day becomes special when you’re with me. How can you change my life in an instant? You make me fall in love with you by one snap. What else can I say? You’re not only changing my life but you rock my world!!!!

BLAME ME NOT

I don’t have intention to hurt anyone here; I didn’t mean to make people confused. I never ask anyone to leave or to go away, I want people to stay but if you don’t like to stay, you are free to go. I don’t know why I feel guilty even I didn’t do something wrong, people blaming me that because of me many suffer, that it’s all my fault. Why it has to be my fault when I didn’t do something bad? I’m tired of people keep on blaming me, pointing their fingers on me when they don’t know the truth. They judge me and accused me like a criminal, I keep on repeating this phrases over and over again, its like nightmares hunting me at night…I wish it will go away so I can have peace of mind…

BACK HOME

At last, were back home, I miss korea so much…were getting used to this set up, traveling back and forth after heavy work. Last night before we headed home, I update my blogs and posted some of my writings and reflections. Last night most of my entries are deep, I want to share my reflections with you people that’s why I posted serious entries well I am hoping when you drop by on my site you will learn something from what I wrote here, whether you care to read or not, its ok with me, I still want to share my thoughts with you and that is all matters to me for now…