Monday, May 18, 2009

CHOPSTICKS!



Take some moments, look at the chopsticks. Then look at your relationships. A relationship that is not blessed or held by God is bound to be fragile. It will easily fall apart. Allow God to hold you together.

 

As with the chopsticks, a relationship must be held neither too lose nor too tight, Just right. There is no fixed rule as to who should below or above. As with the chopsticks, one is not enough to serve its purpose. You have to stay together, for a purpose, for a mission. So, do not CHOP each other. STICK to each other because God has brought you together…

IF ONLY I KNEW



If only I knew the reason behind your tears

I will be there for you to wipe your tears

If only I knew the reason behind your smile

I want to be the reason to your smile

If only I could be there for you

You will never be alone, I’ll stay with you

If only I know how to reach you

I will make a way to be with you

If only you know that I love you

You will never cry and I will hold you

I wish I can be there for you always

To be the one will love you always

So you will never cry at night

Because I’m here to hold you tight

Even you don’t need me at all

I will still give you my all

Even you don’t want me to be around

For you I always be around

I don’t need anything from you

All I want is to love you

Even you don’t need me

I will still give the best of me

You never know what you are to me

How much you mean to me

You are every thing to me

The best thing for me

My heart will never stop to love you

And I will always loving you…

FALL IN LOVE AGAIN



You said my love is not enough

I am cold and you get bored

I did my best for you to stay

But you left and walk away

I left alone with a broken heart

Tears are flowing in my eyes

When you go, you make me cry

My heart is weak and I couldn’t breath

Loving you I’m such a fool

I become numb and look like a fool

I love you so much so I try to hold

No matter how hard I try, I can’t let you go

Why I have to love you this much

Now the pain is too much

I feel I will die, I can no longer live

Because you’re the reason why I live

Now you’re gone I have to fight the misery

Tying to ignore all the hurt and pain

I pretend to be strong even inside I am weak

To stand tall and push myself to move on

I will get over with the pain someday

I will walk tall and find my way

I will never fall down and be fooled

So my heart will never get torn again

And I will fall in love again…

HARD TO GET YOU



I scream and call your name

But you couldn’t hear me that well

I keep on running to get your love

But you are walking too fast

I try to take a deep breath

So I can run fast and get you

But you didn’t care at all

I was tired getting you

You play hard to get with my heart

You keep on playing with my heart

I love you so I didn’t give up

I give my best not to give up

I was trying to reach you

But you’re so far, I can’t reach you

I keep on running for your love

Giving my best just to get your love

Why I have to run to get you

When all I want is to love you

I will not surrender to you

I will give my all just to get you

Why I have to go in a hard way

When I can find the easy way

I don’t care how long it will take

I will fight whatever it takes

To get you, I will find a way

So you can be mine someday…

CHANGE MY LIFE


I was in the crowded place

Living in a lonely world

My life is a roller coaster

It goes on and on…

I can’t go down but my heart fall

I can’t stop so I have to go on

I sing and dance to give happiness

But my heart filled with loneliness

They thought a star is always shine

For them I will continue to shine

They only see what I want them to see

They don’t know what inside of me

They don’t know what is in my heart

What I really feel inside my heart

It was my fate to be in this world

Or it was my choice to have this world

I have no regrets to be in this kind of life

But I still want to live a usual life

Why they can’t understand my mind

What I want to tell inside my mind

How can I change my world?

And to have my own world

Where I can be free like I always wanted

To be treated like I always wanted

To get the love I really wanted

To live a life that I really wanted

Maybe I can’t change my life

So I have to deal with this kind of my life

Soon I will no longer shine like a star

I will be just like an ordinary star

Someday I will make my new world

I can live happily in my own world

I will have the life I really wanted

Happiness and contentment I really wanted

For now, I have to go with the flow

Deal with it and let myself grow

I will find my way someday

It won’t’ be long I will be on my way

I will find a new life to live one day

And I will be in my new world someday…

CATCH ME WHEN I FALL



I have to tell what’s on my mind

Something about inside my mind

I can’t explain what I feel inside

But I know I don’t have to hide

So I have to tell what I want to say

All the words I want to say

I feel something in my heart will grow

Feelings that soon will grow

I guess it will turn for something good

Because it makes me feel good

I don’t know if this is love

I’m not sure if I’m in love

I just love the feeling I feel

For me it seem so real

Maybe I have to let my heart to fall

If this is really love, I will fall

Soon it will reveal and I will fall

Because I can’t stop my heart to fall

Finally I speak and say it to you

The words I want to say to you

Now you know to you I might fall

I wish you will catch me when I fall…

CAN YOU…



Can you feel me?

Can you see me?

Do you care about me?

Do you even think of me?

I can’t read your mind

Tell me what’s on your mind

There something inside of you

I wish I can talk to you

Do you love me?

Do you need me?

I can’t reach your heart

How can I give my heart?

I want to be near you

I want to get close with you

How can I be with you?

When I can’t reach you

How can you have my heart

When you can’t give your heart

Let’s have a moment

Let’s share our moments

Let’s take our time to talk

It’s better for us to talk

Do you want to know the truth?

I love you and it is the truth

Now I finally say it to you

The words I want to say to you

Tell me if you feel the same way

Before I gave my heart away

Three words you have to say

I promise I will not walk away

And I will love you all the way…

REASON TO BE HAPPY?


If there’s a reason for me to be happy? Yes I have a reason to smile and be happy. I am blessed with so much love with people around me, I can express myself freely, I can be what I want to be, I have a better life having a loving family with me and friends. Some people trying to bring me down, they think they can destroy my life but I prove to them they are wrong, look at me now? Do you think I fall down? I will not fall down because of you, who are you anyway? Stranger from out of nowhere, or an intruder from outer space, you keep on talking but you never show yourself to me. You think you are brave enough when the truth is you’re scared, you’re playing smart when your brain is in your butt. Do you think you look good messing around? Maybe you look good being stupid, looking like a fool, saying nonsense words. Probably you will read this entry, you been stalking me and keep on following me. Go on! Keep on talking, comments my entries, insult me, say bad words against me, mess with my blogs, mess with people here if that’s make you happy, then go on…I wish you can get something from doing that or else you will end up a loser for the rest of your life…

INVISIBLE IN YOUR EYES



I’m invisible in your eyes

You cannot see me by your eyes

I pass by on your way

You never look my way

I try to catch your attention

Wishing I can get your attention

You keep on playing with my mind

I can’t get you out of my mind

Your beauty makes me fall for you

And I can’t get enough of you

You didn’t notice I was looking at you

Standing near and staring at you

I don’t want to be far from you

I want to get close to you

You take my breath away

I can’t find the words to say

I wish I can tell you what I feel

To express to you what I feel

Every thing, I wish you will feel

I love you; it’s what I feel…

YOU AND I



Hold me tonight

Make me feel alright

I need you tonight

To hold me tight

I want you to be my side

And never leave by my side

Lay down next to me

I want you to be near me

I want to feel you tonight

Lets be one tonight

I want to feel your love

Let’s share our love

Tonight is our night

You and I will be one tonight

I love to kiss your lips

And touch your hips

Let me feel your love

You and I will make love

Tonight we will be one

You and I will become one

We will share our love together

You and I, always and forever…

IN LOVE WITH YOU


From the day that I met you

My life started to change

And the moment I look in your eyes

I knew you were meant for me

We treasure our moment together

Forever is not enough to love you

So I spend my life loving you

I will stay in love with you

Every single day of my life

You’re always be in my heart

We will never be apart

No matter how far we are

You and I will always stay in love

To you I will be there

Forever and the day

I will keep my promise to you

All the words I say is true

I will not break your heart

Or even make you cry

Just believe in me my love

I will give all my love

I will hold my promise to you

Forever I stay in love with you…