SHE WILL KNOW

There was a girl, meek and shy

At night she always cry

She longing for the love she desire

Wishing for him, her heart is on fire

He is every thing she need

His love is all she need

This girl was hurt many times

Her heart was torn apart all the time

She can’t let go the love she feels

For her what she feels is real

She cannot walk away from him

She loves everything about him

For her, is hard to let go

She doesn’t want to let go

She’s been taken for granted by him

Taking all the pain from him

She still wants to give it a try

Even he makes her cry

I see how she gets hurt

To see her crying, I was hurt

She doesn’t know how I feel

That I love her that’s what I feel

But she was blind not to see my love

Because for her, he’s the one she love

I never leave her behind

Even to me she is not kind

It doesn’t matter if she doesn’t love me

I still want to give everything I have in me

Every tear she cry

I feel I’m going to die

I don’t want to see her crying

Because my heart is dying

But what can I do to make her see

That the love she need is in me

How can I make her see?

That I am the love she needs to see

My heart is crashed to see her suffer

But I can’t do anything to save her

If only she knew right from the start

That I am the love she need from the start

She will never cry anymore

I will love her forevermore

If only she knew how much I love her

She will no longer suffer and I can save her

But love was too blind sometimes

You cannot see what’s real sometimes

You will never know what the truth is

Until you find out what the truth is

True love was there in front of you

A love that it was meant for you

All you need is to open up your mind

And think wisely to make up your mind

Soon this girl will know

That I am the love she has to know

I will make a way for her to know

I love her and she will know…

MY FIRST LOVE

I will never forget my first love

The first time I fell in love

I thought it will be my true love

I fell in love with my first love

And I gave to her all my love

Every time were together

I feel it was forever

I love the way she loves me

And all the cares she’s given me

I love the way she smile

And make me blush all the time

She has her special way

How to give love on her own way

She was my first love

To her I fell in love

I thought it will last forever

Because we close together

But things happen so past

Sad to say we didn’t last

But all the things we share I will not forget

And loving her I have no regret

Because of her I learn to fight

For what I know it is right

Because of her I believe

To stand for what I believe

I learn how to deal with pain

And not to scared to love again

Because of her all my fears is gone away

I learn to give love and not to taken away

She was my first love

Now she is my past love

She will be someone I remember

Even now we’re not together

I will never forget her

I will always remember her

She is a part of my life

A first love of my life….

IT DOESN’T SPOILED MY DAY

Hello everyone! Finally, I can find time to update my blogs and post my writings. I am sorry for inconvenience; we are too busy lately since we do a concert tour. As I check my blogs, I read many greetings and wishes from you people. Reading your message touches my heart so deeply, you leave me speechless. For almost a month I was not here, I miss my writings so much. As I recall what I’ve been through back to live journal, many people has been quitting their writings and leaving. Somehow, it makes me feel bad to see people leaving but it’s their own decision and I have no right to stop them and yet I respect every decision they made. Before, I said I was going to leave the live journal but I didn’t totally leave. I still use my account to read messages and accept friends who add me in their account but I don’t post my writings there anymore for some reason but instead I move to this blog site and write many as I could. My intention as the same like what I have said way back to my live journal. I am here because I want to write, to share and to express myself in a free way. Still there are so many people thinking that my writing is bad and celebrity doesn’t have time for this. When it comes to that matter, my mouth is zip. I don’t need to explain about it anymore. If you ask me how I celebrate my birthday, as usual, I didn’t spend my birthday in Korea but they had an advance celebration with my mother. It is something I should feel glad even I am away. I miss many things and writing is one of the things I can’t easily set aside. Now, I am here writing again my journal, I am not sure if this will turn to good or bad, come what may, it doesn’t spoiled my day…

OUR LOVE STORY

It’s been a year since I got to know you

You were just one in the crowd when I saw you

Suddenly my heart is hooked on you

And I can’t get enough of you

There is something inside of you

I feel strange when I look at you

It feels like I know you before

That to you I fell in love before

I was thinking how I got to know you

Then it was flashback how come I know you

It was in my dream when I first saw you

In my dreams is where I got to know you

Every night you’re always in my dream

And I began to love you in my dream

You become part of my life before I met you

Because in my dreams, I fell in love with you

Now I realized it was my fate to meet you

Because I love you before I met you

Now I see my future in you

I will give all my love to you

Our love story will began

This is all how it began

Our love will take a journey to the future

Together we will make our future

We will make a story that will never forget

The love we will share will be never regret

It was like a happy love story

That our love will be a love story

A wonderful story that soon will unfold

A love story that will behold…

JUST GIVE YOUR ALL

I was into many relationships, I fall and get hurt and I can’t even remember how many girls I love before. They just come and go. I still can’t figure it out why relationship doesn’t work out at all in spite of all the good things we done, we give our best but it seems not enough. Through experience I learn to let go and accept pain. When it comes to loving I always do every thing that I can do, I do my best with all my might and loving a person with all I can even what I can get is lesser for what I am giving. As I said before, love is not about taking but it is about giving. Even how you look stupid you are that you have been taken for granted many times, still you want to give it all. When I am in love and I love a person, I don’t even care how much I can get for what I have done, for me, love is priceless. There is no exact amount in love but it has a lot of value. I never ask anything in return once I love a person. For me, as long I am here and breathing, as long as I am alive and kicking, I will take all the chance I got to love a person and give my all. In loving, we have to love in a balance, not too much, not too little. Then, if ever a person still walk away and leave us in spite of all the suffering you have done, it’s not your lost anymore, is their lost so just let it go…

I’M NOT A PLAYER, I’M JUST A LOVER

They think I am a player that I hurt many girls, they even think I am “playboy” that I play every woman’s heart. They don’t know the truth that my heart has been crashed for many times, it never shows because I just know how to carry it. They thought I never get hurt, I never cry. Honestly, I have a sensitive heart that I can easily cry but even I have too much burden in my heart I can still manage to smile. When I am in hurt, it never shows, no one knows because I just know how handle the pain. It’s hard to pretend when your heart is aching and you still smiling. But people are different; each one of us is unique. Maybe we have our own way on how to handle pain and whatever way is that, still we can survive…

BE MINE FOREVER

The star was shinning so bright

When I see your beauty behind the light

By one smile, I was hooked on you

And my heart falls for you

Love hits me straight from the heart

Now I don’t want you to be apart

I’m longing for your touch everyday

I keep on missing you each passing day

I gave in, I surrender every thing

I’m giving you every little thing

I want your kiss and embrace

To be right next to you to see your grace

I want to hold you in my arms

To feel your loving arms

I know in my heart I love you

In my life I need you

The love I feel is deeper

I can’t wait any longer

I need you now or never

So be mine forever…

FALLING APART

The rain is falling from the sky

And I am alone tears in my eye

I see the sky turns to gray

As my dreams start to fade

Suddenly my mind were blank

That all I can see is dark

Emptiness in my heart

Tearing up every pieces of me

My soul has crashed

And my tears scattered

Every little thing I done

Seems not good enough

I always wrong in their eyes

They never see the good in me

Even it’s not my fault

They point fingers on me

I just want to be free

And express what I feel

I don’t want to hide

So I didn’t run away

But this pain they put in my heart

Never ends; never go away

It was like a gun, shot my heart

I need some light to shine on me

And save my heart from misery

I don’t want to be broken apart

So don’t let my heart falling apart…

BE MY LOVE

I said I will never fall for you so I control my heart not to love you. I thought every thing will be fine if I didn’t love you but I was wrong because each night, I think of you and I can’t get you out of my mind. I don’t want to admit that I am falling for you so I keep on denying until I realized, I was such a fool for not letting my heart love you. I can’t pretend anymore, I need to break free and show you how much you mean to me. The more I pretend, the harder I fall. Now I am ready to love you, I wish is not too late to express my love for you. I want to start a new life with you and to love you with no pretentions. When I tell you I love you, it is true, now you know what I keep inside, the love I cannot hide, stay with me and be my love…

FOREVER TRUE TO YOU

I keep on holding on

My heart keeps beating on…

I hold on to the love we have

Sharing the love we have

I never let go of you

My heart believes in you

My life is filled with so much love

For giving me all your love

The joy and laughter we share

The love makes us strong because we share

I love you unconditionally

And you love me tenderly

The love we have cannot be compare

All my life to you I want to share

Through pain and sorrow

Until there is no tomorrow

To you I always stay in love

And only you I will love

This word I swear to you

I will love no one but you

My love for you always be true

No matter what we will make it through

My love always shines on you

And I will be forever true to you…

HOW CAN I?

How can I make it through the day without you?

How can I go on when there’s no me and you

How can I survive when you’re no longer mine?

How can I save my heart when it’s crashed all the time?

How can I have you back when you’re not here?

How can I forget you when I see your face every where?

I can’t find the answer to all my questions

I can’t find a solution to all my confusions

Why you have to leave and walk away

When all I want is for you to stay

Why you have to hurt me this way

When all I want is to love you all the way

Do you think my love is too much?

That’s why you hurt me this much

How could you say you love me?

Then you go and leave me

How could you hurt me so bad?

And leave me so sad

You never see my worth

Now I’m moving forth

I will do my best to forget you

I know I have to get over you

When you come back

I’ll be the one to turn my back

I don’t want to love you anymore

And be fooled forevermore…

COUNT ON ME

I heard you’re in love again

I’m glad you overcome the pain

You know I want you to be happy

To be someone you love and see you happy

Now you find the love you’re longing for

I wish he’s the one you’re waiting for

I don’t want to see you hurt

To be torn and get hurt

I’m sorry that I can’t give the love you need

Because I know I’m not the one you need

I’m not the one right for you

So I have to let go of you

It’s better for us to be friends

Than to hurt each other and not be friends

Now you’re in the arms of the one you love

I wish he will give to you all his love

That he will be there for you all your life

To make come true all your wishes in life

Somehow is not easy to let go of you

But this is the only thing I have to do for you

I can’t be the man you always wish for

I’m not the one you’re longing for

But I can be a friend you can depend on

I can give you my shoulder to lean on

You can count on me

Every time you need me

And if ever he leave you

I promise I will be there for you

To ease all the pain in your heart

And take all the hurt in your heart….

WE BELONG TO EACH OTHER

I’m sorry is all I want to say

I wish I can make you stay

I didn’t mean to hurt you

I was just scared to love you

I don’t know how I can get you back

When you already turn your back

I was such a fool for not telling you

What I feel and how much I love you

I was afraid that you will walk away

Once I reveal my feelings, you will turn away

You said you can’t love a star

Because it’s hard to reach a star

So I hide my love for you

Because I don’t want to lose you

All I want is a chance from you

To stay beside you and be with you

I want to show how much you mean to me

And be at your side and be with me

I wish is not too late for me

To show the emotions I have in me

I know we can make it through

There’s still a time for us to make it through

If only you will lend me your ears

I can take all your fears

I will wipe all your tears

And I will love you all through the years

All we need is time for us to be together

To give chance for each other

I want to hold you close to me

To feel your loving arms around me

I will let you see how beautiful love can be

And I will show you all the love in me

Let’s start our new life together

And forgive each other

There’s a better future waiting for us

Let’s share our love just the two of us

Let’s hold on to our dreams

And make it come true all our dreams

We belong to each other

And we will love each other

Until the time we say I do

You and I will say I do…

ONE IN LOVE

My love, Lets be one tonight

Let’s share our love under the moonlight

I see the shadow of your beauty behind the light

Let’s make this thing right

The stars in the sky, shinning so bright

Let’s enjoy the moment this night

As I hold you close to me

I feel the love burning inside of me

I feel your arms around me

Tonight, I will give the best of me

My dear come closer to me

Give me your arms and hold me

Whisper words of love to my ear

And all the words I want to hear

Let’s make this night unforgettable

Make each other’s comfortable

Just hold me tight

This feeling is so right

Let me feel your love tonight

And lets be one this night

As we began to move

Our heartbeat began to groove

We move close to each other

Feel the love we have for each other

Now we have each other

We will make this night forever

Let’s share the fire we feel

Let’s make this thing real

As I hold you and feel you

The love is burning for you

I will never let go of you

I will put my arms around you

We will be one, my love

And we will be one in love…

JUST YOU AND ME

Stay by my side

I want to be at your side

Give me your hand

I will take your hand

Together we will fly

And we will touch the sky

Let’s make this night shimmering

Let our love blooming

To be lying next to you

It feels good to be near you

To hold you close by my arms

In a cold night to keep you warm

I always dream to be with you

Now I can’t believe I have you

Seeing the beauty of your face

I fall deeply with all your grace

I touch your face gently

Whisper the words of love sweetly

Feeling your heartbeat next to mine

And loving you for all the time

As we lay together in bed tonight

I wish in the star so bright

That you my love will be at my side

That you will always stay at my side

Loving you it feels so right

Everything about you seem so right

From now on, we will never be separately

We will love each other desperately

In our world together, just you and me

We will live happily, just you and me…

FOREVER IN MY HEART

Every time I look at you

I can’t believe I fall for you

You were just a typical girl I just knew

All the things about you was just new

You make me laugh in a special way

Loving me with your own way

You give your love unconditionally

And now I love you tenderly

I cannot explain how you touch my heart

I just find myself giving you my heart

Suddenly I was falling for you

And all I can think about is you

You are just an ordinary girl

That I met and then become my girl

The two of us were just meant to be

The love we feel was meant to be

No one can make me feel this way

Only you can take my breath away

With you, I keep on shinning

Being with you my life is gleaming

The love for each other is burning

Just like a fire that keeps on burning

Now you become part of my life

You will always be the star in my life

You will continue to shine in my heart

And you will be forever in my heart…

I WILL STAY CLOSE TO YOU

I fell in love with you

Even I don’t know you

I always think of you

Because I have a vision of you

I don’t know who you are

I don’t know where you are

I only have a picture of you in my mind

And you’re always in my mind

I never know where to find you

And I’m going crazy thinking of you

I can’t explain what I feel

Suddenly I started to like what I feel

Maybe you are my destiny

Some one I will love for eternity

When I close my eyes, it’s you I see

Your face is all I can see

I don’t know when we will meet

Time can only tell and we will meet

I can’t wait for another day

I have to meet you someday

When that day comes that I met you

For sure I will love to know you

I will stay close to you

And I swear I won’t let go of you…

GOODBYE TO YOU

I have to say goodbye

Because you make me cry

I don’t want to suffer anymore

The pain I can’t take it anymore

You hurt me many times

You break my heart all the time

My heart is tired loving you

So I have to give up on you

I try to be strong and hold on

But the pain is too much, I can’t hold on

I’m getting used with all the hurt you cause

I become frozen by all the pain you gave

But it has to be end this way

Now I will walk away

You can’t hurt me anymore

Because I don’t love you anymore

I will say goodbye to you

And I will never go back to you…

KEEP THE FAITH IN YOU

There is nothing wrong to make believe

When you’re in love you have to believe

Your heart is meant to be love

And you have to give love

When your heart is falling

You can’t stop it from falling

You cannot control what your heart feel

Don’t be afraid to show what you feel

You don’t have to be scared to love

Enjoy the moment of being in love

We only have once to live

We have to share love as long we live

You have to take a risk when you’re in love

And accept the challenge of love

In loving, you never know your destiny

Until you find love for eternally

Once you have the love of your life

You will be happy all through your life

Just keep the faith in you

And the love will shine on you…

HEART OF MINE

I will give to you this heart of mine

And I will love you for all time

Just give me chance

I will prove to you my love

You’re all I ever need in my life

I love you and you know it’s true

I want to give all my love to you

If only you will give a time

For us to be together

You will know the truth

That my heart belongs to you

I want to share my whole life to you

And to be there for you

I’ll be every thing you need

And I will give love you need

All I want is a chance

To express how much I love you

I will wait for you in the right time

And I will make you forever mine

LIVE IN ONE LOVE

We’ve been together for so long

We waited for this moment so long

Our dream has come true

Because we find love so true

I love you everyday of my life

And you will always be part of my life

I am blessed with the love you gave

And all the care you always gave

Nothing compare to the love you bring

Happiness is what you bring

Loving you is like heaven

When I’m with you I feel I’m in heaven

No one can replace you in my heart

You will be forever in my heart

My love, no one is great as you

No one can compare to you

Your love is one of a kind

The two of us is just one of a kind

Our love is tested for all time

We love each other all the time

I will be faithful to you

I will stay devoted to you

You will be my one and only love

We will live in one love

We will love each other always

Because my heart love you for always

I’m thankful to have you in my life

And you will always be the love of my life

LOVE MEANT FOR ME

You ask me what I want and what I need. There is nothing I need in my life except you my love. You give me happiness and all the joy of life can bring. You are a gift from heaven that I will always value, blessings that God has given for me to treasure forever…Let’s stay in love and love each other for always because the love we have is deeper like a sea, it cannot be broken, it will last forever…we will be together for eternity because you are my destiny, the love that is meant for me….

FOR SOMEONE I TRULY LOVE

I was lost before I found you and then you came to my life, you complete the missing pieces of my heart. You make me whole and touch my soul. I couldn’t imagine what my life would be if I didn’t know you at all. You show me the real beauty of life and make me see everything I need to see. All the things I have to know, I learn it from you. Ever since you become the part of my life, things have been different. I learn to smile even in my down moments. I learn to be strong when things go wrong and most of all, you make me stand and fight for what I truly believe. Every time I look at you, I see a woman with a pure soul, heart and inner strength within. You save my life in misery and completed me. . .

LOOKING BACK

Looking back for what I’ve been through, I realized I’ve been missing a lot. I miss a lot of people, a lot of things and even my writings. It’s been so long the last time I’m here. I know some people waiting for me; some didn’t even care at all. I’m speechless and I don’t know what to say, many things happen that I don’t know. I lose some people in my life. People keep on thinking how I am doing, if I feel alright, they are concern although they know I was just busy working that’s why I’m gone so long. They think something bad happen to me and they get worried about me but definitely I was only busy, nothing more. I’m thankful to those people keep sending their message, waiting for me and never stop supporting my writings. I can’t say that all of them believe in my writings but all I know is they are appreciated every time they drop by on my page and leave comments, is one thing that makes my day so bright. I’ve been sharing my writings for 8 months now and I can’t easily just give up this thing. I never make any promises here but I said as long I find time to write, and then I will be here and continue to share my writings. Probably, you know many things about what’s happening to us since many websites and fan sites never stop giving you update so I don’t have to tell every thing here. What else can I say? Thank you…

LOST IN TIME

Every day of my life is like a roller coaster ride. My body is like a rechargeable battery that keeps on going and going…When I’m tired, I just recharge myself. Lately, our life was too busy and our time is occupied with much work to do. I admit, sometimes I feel bored, all my life I keep on doing the same thing, waking up early, go home late, travelling, working, etc… I feel I am lost in time that I can’t even know exactly what is the time and day. I get lost; I get weak sometimes but I still I can’t pretend. I have to show what I have to show. When it comes to my emotions, I can’t deny. When I’m being me, I can’t hide. I’m losing the track of time that I can’t even follow what my heart say. I guess I have to break free and think of all the things I have done for the 23 years of my existence…I wish I can find the answer to all the questions in my mind and I can have peace of mind…

ALWAYS

It was cold at night

I saw your beauty behind the light

You become shadow at the night

Give your smile so bright

I thought you were just a dream

Because I see you in my every dream

When I touch you, it was real

Your heart beat is what I feel

Could it be God answer my prayer?

It’s you always on my prayer

I never thought I will find you

For a long time I’m waiting for you

Now you’re here with me

Giving your love to me

I couldn’t ask for more of this

Because I got your sweet kiss

The love you gave to me

The care you show to me

Enough to make me glad

You never make me sad

I’m thankful to you my love

You shower me with your love

You have my heart for always

And I will love you for always…