Your Love Always Shine

In a world of sadness and fears

You are there and wipe my tears

Loving you feel so right

You made everything so right

Having you in my life

It’s worth living my life

You become my light inside my heart

It’s your love that melts my heart

All the worries and pain inside of me

You take it away and loving all of me

You’re the reason why my heart beats again

You’re the one can ease all my pain

I don’t know what magic you have

You make me surrender every thing I have

Through rain or even sunshine

Your loves always shine

You are always there loving me

Giving all your love just for me

I couldn’t ask for more than anything

Your love is more than anything

I am thankful for having you in my life

I am grateful to God for giving you in my life

Now that I have you and you have me

We can share our love together, just you and me

My heart will never stop loving you

And all the love I have is only for you…

Finding True Love

I travel so far looking for love

I take a journey in a world of love

Trying to find my true love

Hoping that I will have her love

I make a wish in a falling star

That someday I will be her star

I keep on wishing for the love I need

She is the only one that I need

At night I see a vision of her

In my dreams she was there

She was like nightmares hunting me

The feeling was all over me

She makes me puzzled

And my heart struggle

How will I find her?

I don’t know where to find her

All I can do is to make a wish

That someday she will give her kiss

When I will find my true love

I never lose hope to find my love

Maybe I don’t need to look

One day she will come and give her look

I guess I have to wait for her

That someday I will meet her

And when I finally know who is her

I will give all my love just for her

I guess I don’t have to look for her

I don’t even have to wait for her

Time can only tell

If she will come, it will tell

Only God knows who that girl is

Soon I will know who she is

For now I just let my heart to love her

I know it won’t be long and soon I will have her…

You Love Me Or Not

I don’t want to you to say goodbye

Because its only makes my heart cry

I don’t want to see you go

Your love I can’t let go

Tell me what to do to make you stay

Say the words; I make the pain go away

Tell me all your fears inside

I will wipe the tears you hide

He hurt you and leaves you cold

I am here; my hands are free to hold

You can cry on my shoulder

My love will be your shelter

I know how much you love him

I know I can’t be just like him

Even he’s the one you love

And it’s me you don’t love

Still my heart beats for you

It will continue to love you

I may not be the one you need

But I am here to give all your need

I may not be the one you love

But I will stay and show you my love

It doesn’t matter it you will love me or not

I will give to you every thing I got

That’s what my love can do for you

Don’t say goodbye and I’ll be there for you…

I AM FALLING FOR YOU, NOBODY BUT YOU!

I thought you leave me behind

That you can no longer be mine

Because you said goodbye to me

Taking all your love away from me

You think i cannot love you

Because i am a star for you

You think you cant reach me

That you cannot have me

You give up your feelings for me

And try your best to forget me

You dont know how you hurt my heart

Even my soul is broken apart

You dont know what i really feel

What i feel for you is real

I never hide my feelings

I express my feelings

I did my best to show it

But still you dont see it

You were just too blind not to see

That in my dreams is you I see

Maybe I didnt say I love you

But in my heart i love no one but you

You dont know how much i need you

And all I can think about is you

Maybe i am high like a sky

But it's you who make me fly

My heart is longing for you everyday

And i want you more and more each day

No matter how hard not to admit

I cannot fool my heart so I have to admit

I am falling for you, nobody but you

And no one can't stop me for loving you...

Moment With Myself

Now finally, I find time to relax, my body and mind still have hang over for our concert in Kobe. I thought I can’t find time to write thanks to God that we have free time for today, whew! We only have 1 day off, and we need to go back right away to Japan to prepare for the next concert. The tour is not yet finish we still have many things to do. Right now, I am listening to my ipod and starting to update my iTunes…it’s been a long time since I didn’t upload new songs in my ipod…this is going to be a blockbuster night…I will share to you the picture…enjoy! Good night people, cheer for us! Fighting!!! 

I Am Here…You Are There…

Looking at the stars

Shine above the sky

The wind was cold

The clouds are dark

I am here, you are there

At night in my bed

All I can do is dream of you

Why it has to be like this

Why is hard to be like this

All I want is to be with you

And it’s you I think about

Two hearts beat as one

I want to be your only one

My love, be with me

And let our heart to be one

I am here, you are there

Our heart beat together as one

I am here, you are there

Our love will make us one

I am here, you are there

It’s you I see everywhere

I wish to be there with you

I wish you be here with me

I am here, you are there

But soon we will be together

Share love to each other

Our love flows like a river

It will live forever…

Do You Want Me To Love You?

What do you want from me? Do you care about me? Do you like me or I’m just one of your admiration. Do you want me to be your friend? I don’t know what you’re thinking right now, I don’t have any idea what’s on your mind. If you got something to say why don’t you tell me what it is so I can’t no longer think about what’s on your mind and heart. I don’t want to be confused just like you so tell me now do you want me to love you?

Who Do You Think You Are?

Who are you to point fingers on me?

You say stupid things against me

How could you judge me like an innocent

When you things you said is none sense

You are blaming me for the mistake I didn’t do

Accusing of crime I didn’t do

Who are you to judge me?

Tearing every pieces of me

You have no right to tell who I am

When you don’t know who I am

How could you say those things against me?

When you have no idea who is me

Who do you think you are?

I don’t care who you are

You can never make me down

It’s you who will fall down

You have nothing good to say

So I don’t care what you say

Whatever you do and say

I will never walk away

I won’t waste time on you

I feel shame on you…

 

All Alone

You said you love me

You will never leave me

I believe in every word you say

Believing that you will stay

I thought your promise is true

That your love was true

How come you left me all alone?

When you know I can’t live alone

You hurt my heart

You break it apart

Now what left to me are tear

In my heart there is fear

Someday, I will get over you

I will never think of you

No more tears to cry

My eyes will dry

Soon my heart will heal

And I will find love that is real…

Empty

Just a short poem…it is something I am feeling…

 

“Here I am again,

Laying in my bed

And feel the pain

Emptiness is killing me inside,

Tears I cannot hide

All the fears in my heart,

Getting ready to get out

My heart is broken apart

And my soul is fading apart…”

What I Feel Right Now…

Right now what I feel is cold, I am longing for something to hold, and my teddy bear is not enough to ease the emptiness I feel…why I have to feel this way? Feeling confused and curious of every thing happens around me. I have to be happy but how can I be happy when there still something missing in my life…

Funny Thing Happen

Just a while ago, before heading home, I was totally strained for helping my mom to decorate our shop. Actually, I didn’t decorate the shop by myself but I was helping my mother to think what design should be fit to our shop. I think it is more harder to think than to do decorating, because when you are thinking, its hard to figure it out what will you do, ideas will just pop up out of nowhere, not like when you are already decorating, all you have to do is to design it because the idea is finally there. Maybe I do a little cleaning but not really decorating, I even saw many people passes by since the shop was glass, people can see me outside. I saw many fans and paparazzi near in our shop and for sure they take a better shot of me. Those candid pictures will come out in the net soon. I’m getting use with those stolen shot and stalker pictures, I don’t have problem with that as long they know their limits then I’m not against with it. The funny thing happen, there was a group of girls passes by and they come near close to the glass, to take a better shot of me, they were so excited that their forehead hit the glass, the sounds was so loud that I take a look of them and smile then they we’re laughing and walk away with shyness in their face…nothing special I was just sharing what I experience this day…

No Time For My Family…Wrong!

Many people say that because of our hectic schedule, we don’t have time to our family this is something proven wrong. As I said, maybe we don’t have much time to spend with our family but not totally we don’t have time. We only have limited time to spend with them due to our working schedule but once we have free time, I make it sure to myself that I will give time for them. Since we travel a lot and we feel time is running out for us, we value each moment with our family. On my part, I take all the chances I have just to spend time with my mom, yoohwan and my pet harang. When I’m with them, my mind is free from worries and all I can think about is “business” not “work”. For sure you know our ice cream shop will open soon so there are many things I have to do while were here in Korea. I think I am old enough to have my own business and help my mom to manage it but since I have other things to do aside from managing our business, I let yoohwan to help mom while I am away and working. For now, I have to enjoy each moment I have with my family and play with my pet harang…I miss them so much…

THE POWER OF A HEART

The pupose of the heart is to love and understand. Heart is all about emotions while our mind

is use for thinking. The purpose of the "mind" or "brain" is for us to think the right thing to do,

to make good decision in our life, to be wise and smart in everything we do, help us not to be fooled and avoid mistake. But since a heart is powerful than our mind when it comes to love,

it's hard for us to think the right way to do in making decision in love. Heart controls everything we feel inside and then all you have to do is to follow your heart whether it is wrong or right. Actually, mind is not the enemy of heart, they are lovers, you know what i mean, mind is a "guy" then "heart" is a girl. A heart never thinks and yet wins. After a long battle between heart and mind, in the end we will find complete happiness we truly deserved. The mind can lie, but a heart always be true, whether you feel is right or wrong, in the end heart win because even how strong your mind is, it is no match to the power of heart...

That’s What Love Can Do

Love makes us blind; Make us look like a fool

Make us stupid, Make us numb

But that’s what love can do

Control your heart 

Ignore what’s on your mind…

Love over matter, hard to deal with it

The battle between heart and mind

The reality we have to face…

Which is more powerful?

Heart or mind?

No matter what we do

We will never stop falling in love

As long we have a heart

Love will never fade

Our mind makes us confused

Then our heart makes us fall

That’s what love can do…

To do the impossible thing to do…

Do You Know How To Love A Guy???

I Think I already like you

Feelings can grow fast 

Let’s not get to rush

To be one tonight

I feel something happen

That between us there’s a spark

We have to satisfy each other heart

Do you know how to love a guy?

If you like me so much

I have to know first

Are you’re kind enough

Do you even care what’s on my mind?

How far you can go for love?

Do you even care what I feel?

Or you just want for fun…

Tell me do you know how to love a guy?

If you want me so much

I have to know the truth

Are you faithful enough?

Do you care what I feel inside?

Before I surrender my heart

First I have to know

How do you love a guy?

If you know how to love a guy

Then show me what you got

Tell me what’s on your mind

Tell me what you feel inside

I need to know the truth

How to love a guy…