MINUS ONE

A story is told about a girl born minus one ear, growing up shy and withdrawn and often hurt because of her defect. The mother always felt her pain more than anyone else.

 

On the girls’ 18^th birthday, she was brought by her mother to the hospital for an ear transplant operation which turned out to be successful. This changed her whole life. She became free and outgoing and then she met the man of her dreams.

The night before her wedding, her mother embraced her so tight and the girl found out for the first time that he mother no longer had one ear. It turned out the ear transplanted to her was that of her mother whom she had often hurt, shouted and taken for granted all those years…

LOST FRIENDSHIP

I wish I can tell you how much you mean to me so I can make you stay and you will never go away. I’m such a coward not to tell you how much I really love you, I’m scared that you might not accept me and love me the way that I love you. My heart losing hope so I can’t hold any longer, now you’re gone and finally say goodbye, all I can do is to pray that someday you will be back so I can have a chance to correct all my mistakes and turn back time when there is me and you and sharing our friendship for all time…

FRIENDS FOR ALL TIME

dedicated to people become close to my heart...

When things went wrong and I am down

You are there for me backing me up

You shelter me with your loving arms

And show me the real meaning of friendship

You lend your hand and wipe my tears

Makes me feel secured and at ease

When I cry, you even cry more with me

When I laugh, you laugh with me

Our soul become one by destiny

We find each other by fate

We become closer by heart

And by the love, friendship bloom

There are no exact words to thank you

But in my heart I will always be thankful

Thankful for finding you in my life

For friendship I found in you

And to you my friend I found

We will always be friends for all time…

SOMEONE CLOSE TO ME

My heart is longing for you everyday

It’s you I pray in a lonely night

It’s you I ask from heavens above

The only one I need is you

No one else but only you

In my dreams it’s you I see

You’re a music playing on my mind

You become my answer in every question

Becomes my hope in every dream

You are the truth behind my wish

I can’t find the right words to say

How much I love you and I care

In my heart I will keep you inside

You will be shinning inside my heart

Giving me light in my darkness night

For me you will always be

Someone close to me…

PROMISE OF LOVE

I don’t know who you are

Where you come from

I only know you by a glance

Find you by chance here

Then you and I get close

We found happiness in each other’s arm

Giving comfort and lending a hand

Our love becomes our shelter

We give comfort with each other

Sharing love to one another

We hold each others hand

Together we wish and dream

Make things happen in our own way

Making come true all our wishes

Fulfilling each other’s dream

I will not let go your hand

To fulfill my vow to you

And all the words I say is true

We will journey together

And fulfill the promise of love…

BACK TO YOU

Give me your love

From heaven’s above

Shower me with your love

And let’s share love

I will always be here

Waiting for you my dear

My heart will be yours

I will be only yours

I will always keep you

I will always remember you

Never have I forgotten you

Or even leave you

Million miles apart

Our heart never be apart

No matter how far I travel

Or how many distance I travel

I will never get lost in a way

My love will always find its way

Even were not together

I will leave you never

What way I take

Any step I make

My heart will always lead to you

It will find way back to you…

 

FOREVER IN LOVE WITH YOU

Our love is laughter

Our love is pain

When I’m with you

I feel good again

I never felt like this before

You show me the real world

I can’t ask for more than you
Even there’s confusion

We will find solution

To keep our heart close

And hold on to each other
I know there is nothing I wouldn’t do

Hold me and believe me

I will never leave you
You show me affection I need

And never leave me behind

Your love is like heaven

I can see it in your eyes

Your love is enough for me

To make me live and breath

I will stay with your side

Forever I will be true

My love I will be there for you

And I will stay in love with you…

 

A GOOD FAMILY

Take a moment to look at your family

What is a good family?

These are the three makes of a good family:

 

1.   Close to God

2.   Close to one another

3.   Close to people

Some families are close to God, but they are not close to one another. Some families are close to God and to one another, but they are not close to the people and it could happen that some families are close to the people and to one another, but they are not close to God.

 

So, how is your family?

ONLY ONE ME

I get pain

Break

And torn

I bleed

Down

And cold

I deceive

Fooled

And bored

I smile

Laugh

And scream

I fall

Hurt

And let go

I am human with emotions

I am a person with feelings

I’m not numb like what you think

I crashed down but manage to survive

I fall but able to stand tall

Break me

Hate me

Judge me

Blame me

Fake me

Do what ever you want to do with me

Say what ever you want to say

No matter what words you say

What things you do

There will be no another me

And there will be only one ME

FREEDOM

I get bored and sick

My life is trap in a brick

I’m tired with this pain

My heart tied in a chain

My hands tie in a rope

I’m losing all my hope

I want to break away

To run and get away

Nothing is change in my life

I still have complicated life

I want to be free as a bird

I want to fly like a bird

I want to spread my wings

Fly in the sky with my wings

I want to live the life I wanted

Not to be taken for granted

Let me spread my wings and fly

Let me touch the sky

Give me my freedom to live

A life I wanted to live…

NOT TO BE WHO NOT ME

All I want it to be love

Not to be torn apart

All I want is to be accepted

Not to be disrespected

I want to be understood

Not to be judge

I want to be free

Not to be a prison

I want to give love

Not to be push away

I want to share love

Not to be taken for granted

I want to be contended

Not to be incomplete

I want to be whole

Not to be empty

I want to be happy

Not to be sad

I want to do my best

Not to give up

I want to live

Not to be numb

I want to be me

Not to be who not me…

HANG OVER

I don’t have many things to say and share to you this time. My head is spinning like a wheel, it goes round and round. Hang over as usual. Some of my entries I share here is from my own conclusion based on what I have read, I just share it to you my reflections, and I hope you will learn something from it. I don’t have long entry for now, mostly is a short entry giving you some thoughts. For now, forgive me if I can’t think clearly, so tired and sleepy for the work we had while ago, I hope we can get a break. We always on the run so I have to finish my writings now, thank you people for all the love you share with us, TVXQ Fighting!!! Keep the faith!

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[FAKE PEOPLE]

“To believe in something that is not true is wrong, but to have faith is to find something to believe on…”

 

They say how come you will believe in things if is not really true? Mostly in making friends we are afraid to get close with someone we just met in net so our tendency is not to give all our trust. To give trust actually is easy; to earn it is what makes it hard. Sometimes we are scared to meet fake people around even not only in net but in real life. Simply because we are afraid to be fooled, as we go in our daily lives, we cannot avoid no to meet fake people, in this world it has many. In my own opinion, it’s ok with me to meet fake people you know why? Because once I met someone that is fake, I can see how loser they are and instead to feel angry to them, I get more pity on them. Maybe because this fake people we meet along the way, are those people who have a low life. They make up stories, pretend to be someone else they are not because they cannot find contentment in their lives. Sometimes, I feel I want to give them comfort rather than to hate them. In my own opinion, they need understanding, attention and love they want which they can never have. This is one of the reasons why we just let some people to fake us because our heart always understands. I didn’t say I am the real Micky Yoochun you know on stage but I show to people who and what really I am. We have our own faith in belief, if some people hated me and think I am fake, I will still thankful to them for giving me reason not to hide and show my real self. I even say that I don’t want to be treated as VIP so I talk casually, when I am talking to people, I feel free, and let them say anything they want to say to me. I don’t even care of what they think about me as long they are not doing anything wrong. I have short temper, I can get pissed off easily but I never get pissed off without any reason. I will never lose my faith, no matter what you say or do, I will never change the way I am and those fake people I will meet along the way, I will welcome them with all my heart and show them the real meaning of life from there it makes them realized their mistake so they can make it right…

[TIME OUT!] RE-POST IT!

what the hell??? i don't know why the other post of my entries about this matter is on dated May 9, i dont know what went wrong it falls on that day...so i have to repost it...

I should get a time out first! This is very quick! I receive many rude message on my livejournal questioning my entries here, I’m so tired but I have to clear things here, maybe I didn’t explain very well to you about the business I’ve been talking about…I still have hang over last night for the concert so this is only quickly! I don’t know why I have to do this!

 

Most of you know that we have business, the ice cream shop that I set it up for my mother as my gift to her for mother’s day. I already mention about opening an ice cream shop for my mom. My brother yoohwan said I am a cautious son to give expensive presents, he just laughs at me. Well that is me, I am a big money spender I admit but as long I make my love ones happy, that is all matters to me, and beside my money is not going out of nowhere so I spend money not for the benefit of nothing. Supposed to be the shop will open on May 2, but due to some matters that the shop was not fully fixed and many cleanings to do, my mom decided to adjust the date and so the shop was officially opened May 9. We wanted to be getting ready when it is open. All the decision is up to her now since she will be the one manage it and of course I will help her with all my might. Yoohwan still young but he is willing to help, I appreciate that but Yoohwan likes ice cream so bad! Probably he will like more to eat ice cream rather than to help, funny! But my brother is a responsible person, I ask him to help mom while I am away, I can see he is doing his best. Since our shop is open now, I wish it will become a blockbuster like our concerts we had. We are hoping and praying for the success of our business, it’s for the better future…Keep supporting us, we will be thankful to all of you as long as we live… hmmm I wonder if Changmin will come by and eat our ice cream…You never know? Let’s wait and see, knowing how he loves food, he can never resist it…

 

“Changmin! When you come by, don’t forget to pay! No more discounts, ice cream are not for free, if you want to get something free? TAKE ME!”!

[RUDE COMMENTS]

The secret code concert in Saitama has finally over but the pressure on me still running into my head. It’s getting my nerve! I don’t know what this person wants from me, she has been messing around my blogs, disrespect my writings, what are you saying it’s really too much. I read all your comments and I decided to post it here for you to realize how impolite you are to say words like that when you don’t even know who really I am. Did I say you have to believe me? Did I force you to believe me? What’s wrong with you? Are you a wobbly person trying to get my attention or you just wanted to play on me? I don’t know what your reason behind you rudeness but if you think I am fake is that what you believe, simply get out of my way…if that’s hard to do?