What do you want from me? Do you care about me? Do you like me or I’m just one of your admiration. Do you want me to be your friend? I don’t know what you’re thinking right now, I don’t have any idea what’s on your mind. If you got something to say why don’t you tell me what it is so I can’t no longer think about what’s on your mind and heart. I don’t want to be confused just like you so tell me now do you want me to love you?
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did you already tell her about your feelings? maybe you should if you didnt. the she will unswer your questions. i just hope for you, if not then im sorry XD!
ReplyDeleteWhy i have to tell her when she doesnt like me or love me? it just makes me confused, i dont think that much anymore, i have to focus on work, maybe she want me to love her, i dont know...not sure
ReplyDeletehmm... i can understand. so you like her but she doesnt like you? i see your mind is full of confusion right now.
ReplyDeletewhat do you thing she things about you? i mean, do you thing she might like you or idk. just for information, have you ever really talked to her? because you will not know if you dont talk to her!
its hard...you know when it comes dealing with feelings, i dont know if she really love me or like me? love is different from love to like right? maybe she just admire me, but i dont want to be love because im a star, i want to be love for simple being me, as me without thinking i am a star or what
ReplyDeleteim sure that if she loves you for real, then she will love you for what she got to know from you ..........................................
ReplyDeletesorry, i feel very bad right now...
i dont know what to say anymore and i cant help myself not to cry because i really feel bad but its ok. i wish i would be her, i would take the chance to be with you, with the one i got to know. because at least i would not be the gf of a star but of YOU and this is what matters to me and if she doesnt feel the same then i feel sorry for her not to take the love she gets from you. she doesnt know how lucky she is...
everytime i realize there is something wrong in me and right now i see its wrong to write this. im sorry. i dont want you to be sad or to bother you with this commetn. just ignore it if its not ok...
idk~
fuck off. this is just what i feel right now.... who cares... its not important. i dont care of what you might think of me now for saying this but i just did need to say it.
sorry ...
hey sorry, i fell sleep, now i just read this message of you, im sorry if i make you feel bad, i said, i can deal with it and handle with it, im not down because of this stupid feelings, i have many better things to do than to think and make myself confused and besides even i am in love or not, i dont think i can have much time on it than work, im just human also with emotions, i say this many times already I cry and break down, i fall and stand up, so on...i understand how you feel because i also experience the same thing, even i am star it doesnt mean i can get everything i want, or anything i desire, even i am a star i still cannot have everything i want to have and get what i want to get, it is more hurt on our part because no matter how much we are in love, we are not free to show it, you know what I mean, so we just keep it for ourselves and more focus in work than love, i always look for the bright side, even many people hurting me, doenst believe on me, insulted me or what, its not a big deal to me, if they will never stop it shows how loser they are right? cheer up! i wish you can read this so it can cheer you up...
ReplyDeletethank you for this words...
ReplyDeletedont be afraid, its not you making me cry because its the truth making me cry every time. like you said "we are not free to show it", this is what makes me feel bad and the rest. like you i got insulted and offended in anyway only because of my love but for me it didnt care at all. they can insult me, offend me, even hate me, but they will never break me! i think for now is the best thing just to focus on work because it doesnt make any sense to cry for love and try to reach it when you know its not possible, not for now.
qand yes, they are loser. i just feel sorry for them that they dont realize it...
thank you for cheering me up, i really appreciate it *뽀뽀*
I agree with Francesca. you should tell that girl you like her... You are already suffering at least it will ease down the pain.
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