[I SHOULD BE LUCKY?]

I have little time to check the net and I can’t stay long browsing the net and do stuff here. I will be lucky if I can stay an hour here, but when I have free time I stay like 4 hours and so on if I got nothing to do that much, people always questioning why I have time to this when I am busy? Actually, I am writing and doing this once I have free time, so when I am here it means I am FREE I don’t know why I have to tell it many times or it was just people hard to pick up what I am saying. We even stroll around, do our own stuff when we are not in work and we got nothing much to do. We only have limited time for ourselves and for our family, we often get off from work so we have to TAKE all the chances we have. You know what I mean. It was just once in the blue moon for us to be free so we use it and value each moment we have. I really hate questioning and so on…but I have to understand no matter how I hate it…I always understand THE STUPIDITY OF SOME PEOPLE BUT I WISH IT WILL NOT PUSH ME TO THE LIMIT, I DON’T WANT TO EXPLODE, WHEN I EXPLODE I AM EVIL AND SOME PEOPLE HATED ME WHEN I AM IN MY EVIL MODE, I HATE MYSELF EITHER MORE THAN YOU DO WHEN I GET PISSED OFF BUT THAT IS REALITY OF MYSELF I HAVE TO SHOW UNLESS I PRETEND TO BE GOOD THEN I WILL BE FAKE…